真的需要看管这颗好易动的心。
不要对我太多的微笑。
我坚持不住的， 真的。
不要让我有太多需要想的。
blehhhhhhhhhh……
追梦
我想去追梦。不希望每一天因为需要而忙碌。
如果不顾虑 $$ 那生活会不会过得比较充实些？
In the midst of
all the stress, “i’m at my limit”, “i don’t think i can do this”, “i can’t see further than tomorrow” thoughts,
i’m showered with so much love and concern and encouragement.
TYJ. For telling me I can, and sending angels around me to remind me I can.
I can. I can walk through this 🙂
Although I may not be best at it, God you didn’t promise that in all I will soar and perform but You said I can go through it by Your grace.
Jesus, You alone is sufficient.
I love You. I love You and I love You.
I don’t know
How much longer I can stay here.
All the negative vibes.
Dislike. Period.
Life
has been really busy and I won’t deny that. yes, I’m stretched and feeling the stress from the very closely packed deadlines (<– I really have no likes for this word, always pronounce death if you don’t meet it. Well, I know this isn’t a very good joke.)
But I still me being glad, happy, and thankful is still an understatement. I’m beyond grateful for all the events that took place, that are happening, are going to happen (<– long-winded me).
God is sooooooooooooo GOOD to me!
Thank you & I LOVE YOU, MY ABBA FATHER ❤
In time of awkward moments
Like this.
You write a post as if you were messaging someone.
Not that I want it to be awkward but it just is…
Why oh why?
Mr KSK lol….
Uncertainty.
是我单方面的想多一些了解你吗？
还是其实你也步行进入我的世界？
如果我再走近一些，看清你一些，发现你真的离理想太多，我又该怎么做？
抑或是你觉得我不好，那又怎样？
再说，理想情人/伴侣的条件又算什么？
可是那对我而言确实是重要的。
因为你需要能够带着我飞向我的梦想和人生目标。
在我累了的时候扶持我。
需要你在我虚弱的时候借我你的坚强。
你可以吗？ 可以吗？ 可以吗？
为什么有想要退后的感觉？
My Brain is
Saturated.
MAX. I need my sleep! ARGH!
When tea and coffee doesn’t work… I don’t know what else works other than sleep 
I need my rest 😦
*whinings*
有点害怕
心里的悸动。 仿佛是海啸吗？来得太快，自己却已经不经意地被卷入其中。
情不自禁。
我害怕这种感觉，太没有安全感了。
怎么会感觉不真实？
没有拥有你的什么， 却为什么心会害怕失去？
会失去什么？
为什么只是一味地想你，却想哭？
为什么会彷徨？
为什么讨厌这样的自己，却又再一次地成为自己厌恶的角色？
是因为患得患失？
是不是
不是我的？
应该就是: 不是吧…
你不是我理想的（除了你的笑容之外）。
但这又是第几次被谁的笑容给着迷了？
无奈……
SiowMay's~! 