guarding my heart

From the crush that it might go through. Very much self-inflicted. I know. How many times this friend asked me to wake up my idea, how many times I convinced myself that, no, I ain’t going to get too deep into it. I’m not gonna hurt myself just like this. But damn, who am I lying to. I need to learn self-respect. And stop all these gushing emotions. And addiction.

If he is gonna want me then he has to truly like me for who I am, anything lesser than that wouldn’t be fair.

Sometimes really, like the marketing line I’m in now, we all just need to meet the right person.

tell me what you think it means

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The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.

None but ourselves can free our minds.

Some people feel the rain. Others just get wet.

The greatness of a man is not in how much wealth he acquires, but in his integrity and his ability to affect those around him positively.

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Hope Left Over

Reblogged from wordsthroughtheglass:

This book came through the post today. As describes by the Guardian online:

“In Ronald Searle’s most recent book, Les Très Riches Heures De Mrs Mole, published just three months before he died, the author brought to light the 47 drawings he produced for his wife, Monica Searle, as she was treated for a rare and virulent form of cancer over a five-year period in the early 1970s.

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thankful for

(i need to do this before I get tired of doing what I am doing now)

1. Working on a 5 & a half days work week.=>can go for both cg and service!
2. Met a handsome pilot named Jonathan.
3. Met Rachel & her beautiful collie, Sam.
4. Read & study(ing) proverbs, God is showing me so many things that I didn’t use to see!
5. God is definitely moving in my life, all the exceptional favours from people.

All praises to you Jesus!

1 thessalonians 5:16 Be joyful always!

The Next Time

I follow my heart, I’ll make sure I bring along my brain.

So that at the end of everything, I don’t feel so ridiculously dumb.

仙人掌: 坚强

仙人掌，外刚内柔之心。 在造物之初，仙人掌是世 界上最柔弱的东西，她娇 嫩如水，稍一触碰便失去 了生命。上帝不忍，在她 的心上加上了一套盔甲， 坚硬如铁，上面还带有伤人的钢刺。从此，再也 没有人能看到仙人掌之心了，凡是接近她的生物 都会鲜血淋漓。很久之后，有一位勇者要铲除这 恶物，剑出刀落，仙人掌变成了两半，从中却是 绿色的液体。原来，那是被封存的仙人掌之心， 由于无人了解其中的寂寞，化成了滴滴泪珠。所 以仙人掌的花语是——坚强。

Bought two small pots of cactuses from IKEA since we got a 5 dollar voucher from eat a sumptuous (overly-satisfying) dinner. Proudly, I think I chose two of the most beautiful pots! So point is now 1) how am I going to replant it in a nicer pot/glass/cup 2) am I going to give it as a gift or just take care of them myself.

落花有意, 流水无情?

才发现, 心, 其实早有答案, 往往只是大脑逻的辑参与把情况复杂化. 好笑的是一瓶啤酒就能让大脑好好安静地呆着, 然后再让情感放肆放大, 答案就那么赤裸裸地悬在心头上.

A day well spent

or at least that’s what i feel but man, i am TIRED! I still haven’t apply for any uni yet…..procrastinating………………..

argggggh i don’t know what to write.

ciaos~

Not being able

to sleep even though i’m dead tired for 3 consecutive days is really bad~ frankly it’s not about comparing results or not that causes all the dark aura surrounding me but seriously, WHAT’S IN STALL FOR ME?! the uncertainty is the reason why i am soooooooooooooooooo worried. and i really don’t know how to walk on.which step to take. what to do next…

Blahhhhhhhhh

i suppose it’s alright to feel crappy for while since results are out (apparently ain’t good but really bad too)… but not that i’ve lost all hope. just that the road ahead i have got choices to make and without money (thus need t take in the consideration for money) makes things so tough x.x retaking is not an option.so perhaps NIE or working to save enough for a diploma first may be feasible route to embark on. SO DARN TIRED! 

if only life is easier…..